All to myself

I don't patronize, I've realized
I'm losing it and this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I'm wide awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't wanna be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why
I'm killing time and time's killing you
Every way that I do

Did you say
Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun, feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted
But I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It's not enough, it's never enough
I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck
Can't focus it
But I try it over and over again

Did you say
Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel...

Did you say
Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I can't stay with someone else
I'll try and suck it up
I just can't fuck it up
I want you all to myself

Did you say
Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Cuz I want you all to myself
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else