Feeling small

This one's of you taking your pill
Sometimes forget and that's okay I guess
This one's of me at my sisters wedding day

All my faces
They all were wasted

You're barely breathing I know
What if it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change but it hurts the same

This one's of me throwing up for you
And I'm paler still, but that's the way you wanted it
This one's of you
Certain of cancer

And all my faces
They all were wasted
I'm feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurst the same

A fever broke somewhere behind July
Remember how I weighed 135
and we collide...

And all my faces
They all were wasted
I'm feeling small
You're barely breathing, I know
And now it's starting to show
And I know it won't ever change, but it hurts the same

This one's of me losing my weight
I'm feeling afraid