Masterpiece theatre iii

I've got a new disease in me
I've got a friend that's losing sleep
I take it hard, it's hard to take
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake

One more confession
Discretion's not what I need to sell
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell
I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do
I'll wreck this if I have to

I'd be so good to you
I'd be so good to you
You get separated
Somebody's gone
And I don't know how this is wrong
And I'm so frustrated
Falling behind
You were a friend of mine

I'd be so good to you
'Cause they don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do

There's a difference
From me to them
And the road home
Is paved in star fuckers requiem
I can never go
Go back home again
Acadia is gone
Acadia is gone

All my indecision, all of my excess
Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
I just need a minute, I just need a breath
It's very hard to drink to my continued success
And I, slow down, (slow)
It's better in the worst way
It's getting better in the worst way

(Look around, around)
So here's another day I'll spend away from you
Another night I'm on another broken avenue
Trading into who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over
(Please, just follow me)
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder if you doubt it
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
(I thought you wanted me)
All the work to impress
Charming girls out of their dresses
And smiling pretty and pretty
I am right (Please, just follow me)
(What you want, what you need) beside you
(Please, just follow me)
(I thought you wanted me)
I am right (What you want, what you need)
(Please, just follow me) beside you
(I thought you wanted me)
I'll make this perfect again
(Cross my heart I hope to die)
(What you want, what you need)
(I thought you wanted me)
If I burn out and slip away
(Please, just follow me)
(I thought you wanted me)
(What you want, what you need)
(Cross my heart I hope to die)
You're beautiful
You are
(I've been here so very long)
I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
I'll hide it
Can I hide in you a while?
(I'm not sick of you yet
That's as good as it gets?)
(And this is just a part I portray)
I never took you for a trip but sometimes I don't know what you want
I could take it if you need to take this out on someone
(This is just a part I portray)
(This is just a part I portray)
I don't know how it got this way