By myself

What Do I make to ignore the ones that are behind me?
I follow my instincts blindly?
I hide my pride of these bad dreams
And dive in Thoughts what are maddening?

Should sit here and do it it to be stopped?
Or should pay them a red bout?
Should believe in something and do it to be deceived by the falsehood?
Or just do it to trust anybody and do it to live in the loneliness?

Because I cannot standing be so stretched
I make the right actions, but I am lost in them
I give my brandished daily again
But I finish hurting me again

By myself (myself)
I ask because
I cannot trust myself

By myself (myself)
I ask because
I cannot trust myself
By myself

I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
It is too much for if it have
I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
With failure thoughts sinking itself in me

If I give the back stay in the defensive
And get blind seems senseless
If I hide my pride and to let that everything pass (then they will go)
Take from me until everything has passed

If I let them go, then will be ultra passed (but if I...)
Try to catch you there I will be in front
If I am killed for questions like cancer
Then I will be buried in the answer silence

By myself (myself)
I ask because
I cannot trust myself

By myself (myself)
I ask because
I cannot trust myself
By myself

I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
It is too much for if it have
I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
With failure thoughts sinking itself in me

How you thinks
That I have been losing too much
I am with so much fear
I am so out of reach
How you wait
That I know what to make
When everything that I know
It is what you tell me

You not (you know)
I can tell how to make(go)
It does not matter what I do, how hard I (try)
I do not seem to convince to myself (because)
I am proud outside

I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
It is too much for if it have
I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
With failure thoughts sinking itself in me

I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
It is too much for if it have
I cannot standing
(For anything, watching each rotation)
With failure thoughts sinking itself in me