It's just not that easy

I thought about leaving and calling long distance
But that would be taking the easy way
So here I am sitting with my hands on our table
Raking my mind for the right things to say

How can I tell you that I am unhappy
And I need to try a new way
I know in my mind we’re wasting our time
But it’s just not that easy to say

It took all of last night and a bottle of whiskey
For me to decide what to do
And I’m sitting here watching you looking uneasy
But sometimes what’s best is the hardest to do
But it’s just not that easy to s--ay