Faking

Well after last night
I feel more vulnerable
Than I've every been
Can't you see that I'm letting you in
I don't know
How much longer I can resist
I don't know
When I'm gonna start breaking
This morning
She called again
She calls every time I start to think you are mine
So if you think that I am lost
And do not have a home
Well guess again
And remember where I've been
Oh, yes I think
I have been here before
I am along in the shower
Seeing myself on the floor
And in the mirror
I stare with a look
Of I do not know where I am coming from
I don't know
How much longer I can resist
I don't know When I'm gonna start breaking
I just want
To try to take this for what it is
Honey but what it is, what it is
Oh yes it seems to be me
Oh yes it seems t be me
You know that I am just
Faking Oh well I am
Faking
I am just
Faking it again
Well after last night
I feel more vulnerable