Among the empty walls

River of words is flooding my mouth!
I can't say out any of them
I'm fighting but I don't know with whom
So I walk away - far away - in silence...
I've sensed a touch of an invisible hand
A blow of wind in the void of my dreams
A picture painted by a picture
Like words - one after another
Screamed out around
through the shut mouth
The noise has come back
As well as the scream and pain
Hiding among the words
I lose control over the world
I let hollow moans out
Resounding like echo...
Among the empty walls
I've heard a scream
Which woke me up from a dream
Or maybe not ?
I open my eyes filled with a strange relief
Which is mixed with pain
...Penetrating every cell of my consciousness
I thought it was just a dream - but no
Terrible pain has paralyzed me
My thoughts have vanished
Someone has buried me...
I'm not you -you aren't me
You can't escape from that
...Just understand
My scattered mouth won't say a word anymore
My scattered eyes won't see a thing
Rusted spine of consciousness has abandoned me
I can only hear the tears mixed with ground
Rhythmically thrown into a ditch onto the coffin