Compulsive prep.

So pissed off
I can't get it off my mind
because it's happened again for the second time

I know she'z lying
but I believe her anyway
because I wanted things to turn out my way

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice

speechless for words
but so many thoughts in my head
trying to figure out who I still got
while laying alone in my bed

and I'm too emotional for my own good
but is that bad and would you care more if I cared less
but I guessit doesn't really matter anymore
because I'm gettin' rid of this mess

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice

if I could turn back time
I would not talk to you
'cause you didn't want to hear from me
and look how quickly were through

and I don't know if you do this to everyone
but if you do I think you're goin' down
because with a mind set like that
you will eventually get dicked around

ya goin' down ya goin' down
and I'm not gonna' be around (x2)

to help you to help you
to help you
to help you pull through

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice (x2)