End of may

Golden haze, another morning feels like yesterday
End of may, now you're gone and there's still bills to pay
And you know it doesn't help to make believe, you're sitting next to me
It doesn't help, to make believe that you are right behind me
Saying it's okay

Longer days
More time to sit and watch the pendulum sway
In quiet rage I'm staring at this empty notebook page
In times like these you feel like you are done with feeling
You feel you want to stop the pain from healing
Because you feel like you're the only one who's ever felt this way

Some days in a daze, there's brighter days
Funny how the feeling never stays
But I know I'll have to come to terms when I'm awake
Thinking about you is the icing on the cake.
Makes me realize the fact you're gone for good for goodness sake.

Golden haze, another morning feels like yesterday
End of may, a year is gone and I still feel this way
When we meet again I'll ask you how you're doing
And you'll say fine and ask me how I'm doing

And then I'll lie and I'll say ordinary, It's just an ordinary day