Watching it fade

It's so hard, no control,
Motivation is so slow,
Breathing in, breathing out.
But still can't feel you close,
Timeless moments still can't send me off to sleep,
Peace so distant now, when it comes how will i know?
Moving on to somewhere i don't know,
Part of me not around,
Forever somewhere gone,
Watching it fade away,
Still falling down,
Ghost like sullen images,
Follow me around, follow me around,
I try to pick up, piece it up,
Makes no sense at all,
With you seemingly so lost,
But still so beautiful,
I close my mind,
But i still taste you on my lips,
I try to be so dignified,
But i'm nowhere again.

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Watching it fade away here,
Watching it fade away here.
Watching it fade away.

But still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up,
Still can't give it up.