Killing me with mercy

What are you doing lord, kneeling in front of me?
I feel indignant lord, that you’d ever wash my feet
I’ll never let you see the dark and dirty
It’s just too much for me
I know who you are, and I know where I have been
It offends me lord, that your knees are bent
I’d rather you be strong and make me pay
But this is too much for me

You’re killing me with mercy, I can’t breath
You’re wrecking me with your kindness, I can’t receive
What am I supposed to do with a God so humble?
It’s breaking me
It’s crushing me
I’d draw a sword for you, I said I’d fight unto the death
I’d lose it all for you, I swore I’m not like the rest
But then the cock crows and I’ve let you down
I can’t face you now… I can’t face you now

I’m a fragile stone,
I’m a vow that’s broken,
I’m a rock that’s crumbled at your feet
But you still want me
You say my love is real, though my love is weak
You still believe, the vows I make, I break, I make, I break
You still want me

You’re killing me with mercy, I can’t breath
You’re wrecking me with your kindness, I can’t receive
What am I supposed to do with a God so humble?
It’s breaking me
I’ll just believe
And let you love me