Bleed and blister

You said you'll dream, you wanna be
you still can't bring yourself to try
you want to die
and you want more of these things to help them set
all these people you once had
while they watch you, they're haunting you

go on kid, don't let them stop you
the door's still locked but I'm here listening

you said you'll dream you wanna be
and you won't try
you try you'll fail you'll wanna see
how you'll never be

wait, but you won't try
wait, but you won't die

I can't take this any further
you got some suggestions? I'm listening
is this speaking loud?, we must whisper they might hear
we'll just rip off all their ears
and stab their eyes out, while their not watching

go on kid, don't let them stop you (don't let them stop you)
we'll bust this door down then they'll listen

I'm weak. I'm numb when I wanna be
but I won't try
I tried I failed I wanna see
how I'll never be

wait, but I wont try
wait, but I wont die

I'm strong I'm where I wanna be
but I won't try
they'll try, they'll fail, they'll wanna see
how they'll hurt me

wait, but I won't try
wait, wait, no I don't wanna die