I wish i was there to see the way it was supposed to be

And now you will know, what you will say,
let it be known, you do what you say...
You say what you know.
I get confuse that me is me and you is you,
if that's the way it is supposed to be, when we are together.
I wish I was there for you when he died
I know now. You stay when you stay and go when you go.
If that's the way it is supposed to be.
I try, but some times things get hard...
When that's the way it is supposed to be.
When we are together. I wish I was there for you when he died.
I hate this part of me. I will hate myself, I realiza hapiness dies when I'm not with you.
I don't want this to die, I don't want to make you cry.