With this song i will destroy myself

Now...This ones on you, and I won't let it die...I won't let go again.
Goddamn this whole thing.
I remember being happy.

And I said,
That you must do what is right.
And I know,
You must do what's best for you.
And I said,
That we must do what is right.
In our hearts, we must carry on.

No...I'm not afraid of being here,
I'm scared of feeling alone again.
Goddamn everything.
I remember feeling happy.

I wait to see, this will die and when it does I will be dead.
Wait to see, this will die and when it does I'm dead.

I hate to have to say goodbye.

Cause I can't wait to tell you now that what we have must end