Rainy days

i'm looking out to the sun's reflective gaze
i was once all alone on rainy days
it was consuming the heart, the hope in me
so i searched a cure to set me free
the people spoke of disease that preys on all
a theory that would suggest we've lost control
and even with all my doubts i just assumed
that i would find satisfaction, be consumed
all my addictions are so, oh so lovely
in my prediction of time it's fantasy
i have swallowed the pills that make me sane
i am happy with hope and bound in chains

so they say it rains today
it doesn't matter anyway i know
i don't think i'll ever see
the tragedy that i turned out to be