The grudge

Trying to think of you as some kind of heroine
Trying to think of you as something that will fade with time
Trying to think of you as some kind of distant sin
Trying to think of you yesterdays forgotten dream

Things that you said and the things that you never did
The things that you did and the things that you never said
Left me empty and alone, kinda trying to atone
Empty and alone, the only thing that's real

You must be an emotional heretic
Your word has become like shit on a stick
No matter how hard I tried
Someone close to me lied
Now I carry the grudge

Things that you said and things that you never did
Things that you did and the things that you never said
Left me empty and alone, kinda trying to atone
Empty and alone, the only thing that's real

How can someone be so elusive?
How could someone be so fucking passive?
Even if I walk through all the circles of hell for you
You wouldn't even piss on me
But it's too late, it's too late my dear because I'm already there

You've become an emotional heretic
Your word was always shit on a stick
No matter how hard I tried
You fucking had to lie
Empty and alone, the only thing that's real (X4)

How can someone be so elusive?
How can someone be so fucking passive?
Even if I walk through all the circles of hell for you
You wouldn't even piss on me
But it's too late, it's too late my dear because I'm already there!