The one who went away

Living violently lazy days
in a deadlock daze
she asked me if I'd even tried
she said "The open door
is just not there anymore,
and it's enough to drive me insane"
Will you understand?
Will you ever know that feeling?
Will you stay and fall
underneath it all?
Believed what you said was true
never really had a clue
all them pretty words just hide the truth"
the more you rage
the more you change
the more it stays the same
Will you understand?
Will you ever know that feeling?
Will you stay and fall
underneath it all?