Where is my tarp?

i cannot sink into your bed tonight
i have to go
my arms must row

your bed is soft,
your face is sweet,
your gaze is true,
your eyes are blue.
but mine see through.
where oh where,
where lies my tarp tonight?
where lies my moonlight?
where lies my sunrise?
where lies my tarp?

there is a ball of fire above your house
you squirm and coo
im petting you
but there is a ball of fire inside my chest
im a mirror moon
youre a black lagoon
im a birch canoe
im a wind that blew
im a migrating moose
on the prairie, loose.