Can't fall down

I'm at the point of falls breaking now
I've knocked on every door in this cold town, yeah
The higher you go, the harder you fall
If I wanna be safe
Then I just stay small
Wanna grow to the sky
Where is beautiful
But I can't see that
From the forest floor

How can I hold it together?
When nothing I try makes it better
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don't get up
Then I can't fall down

There is no manual for a broken heart
I want to use it but it's...
And the more you're falling, the harder to see
And this time is different
I want to believe
And I don't know
If I have it in me
So laugh again on the face of defeat

How can I hold it together?
When nothing I try makes it better
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don't get up
Then I can't fall down
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And if I don't get up
Can't let me down
Oh, oh, oh, oh

...irresistible
...irresistible

'Cause if I don't get up
One day I will somehow

How can I hold it together?
When nothing I try makes it better
I just wanna lay here forever
'Cause if I don't get up
Then I can't fall down
And if I don't get up
Can't let me down
No, no

If I can get up now
One day I'll get up somehow