I wonder if i care as much

Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day,
And wondered why I had to pay
The tears that I have shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before...

My pride is made to say forgive,
And take the blame for what you did,
It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of,
I wonder if I'm still in love.
My heart can't thrive on misery,
My life it has no destiny,
When things get more
Than I can bear,
I ask myself "do I still care?"

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before...