Reality's door

Everything has been changed by this eternal feeling...
Wanton like this desire.
Tired and beat, locked in the darkness, standing helpless,
Lonely and uninspired.
Show me what this light is worth!
Tell me what my life is worth!
Long ago when this big world changed
And went all crazy...
In the prime of my life.
I belived if I locked
my soul behind bars then I' d
Be able to bear all the pain
and the strife!
Everything has turned out bad
There' s nothin' I want more...
If I could see reality
I' d just head straight
out through the door!
Hope keeps me alive...
I' m blinded by the light!
See the new blue sky!!
Hope keeps me alive...
I' m blinded by the light!
Feel the breaking ice!
Things won' t change, or get nice...
STILL it' s much WORSE inside!
Things didn' t change, or get nice...
N' THEY' RE still Worse inside