Your grace

Yeah sometimes
I feel like
(Feeling like I lost my mind)
Always close
But I never been to you
And then the next moment
It's like I'm running from you
And I'm sorry
My hearts supposed to be
But sometimes that's all I have
Forgive me

I feel lost in my mind
Yes, another pain in my head
I feel so broken inside
With memories I'm trying to forget

I don't feel like I used to
Matter of fact not even close
I don't feel right
Yet I choose to
To go to a place I don't know

Maybe I'm crazy
Maybe I'm not
I feel like I'm out of control
And God I need you
Right now
I never should've let you go
Now I'm just so out of control

And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way I was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am it supposed to see

When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace

I thought I was fine
I guess not
If I was I wouldn't feel this way
If I was okay
And I was so perfect
Then why do I feel so ashamed

And I'm no liar in my head
Screaming I don't need any help
I say I'm trying yet in the air
I'm only telling lies to myself

I say I want answers
Complaining
I'm just looking for truth
And yes I got problems
Which I got 'em
I seem like I blame on you
It's like I don't know what to do

And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace

Lord forgive me
I feel so cold
Living in the wrong
Yeah here I go
I don't want to cry
I don't want to show all the emotion
I got froze
I don't know how say this
Easy
But can I can I man me
I don't see me
I don't see the things I used to know
Swore to myself
Never let you go
Here I go
Pain again
Here I go
Plan retain
Acting like I'm fine
When in my mind I'm just breaking
Looking for a reason
Wonder why I'm breathing
Why did my momma had to die
Lord Jesus
I don't understand this
I ain't never planned it
My plan did never involved
We feeling trashed it
I feel like I keep falling down
Lord please help me up
I've had enough

And now I don't know who I am
This was never my plan
This is the way it was supposed to be
I took it out of your hands
I took a chance
But how am I supposed to see

When I'm blinded
When I'm broken
Looking for a way to escape
I can't find it
But then I'm reminded of your grace
Of your grace