Abandoned words

Looking inside
I see the outside
Troubled being
Lost but appealing

Who are you to decide
that I've lost my power
All you've got to hide
is what you lack and what you cry
Fooled by your pride
I've come to learn your truest colors
You are black and white
but still you shine in my heart so blue

Believe me you must
Cause i have come to trust in you
Every door is closed
It's more than i can take
Compromise

Now it's time to define
What is meaningful for me
Is it you or what I've left behind
Wasted youth, i'm getting old

You see
Life is much lighter
When you're gone
When we are done with pain forevermore

God, you're so vicious
Like a drug you pull me down
More than hate I've come to love you
You are teaching me something real

Believe me you must
Cause i have come to trust in you
Every door is closed
It's more than i can take
Compromise

Looking inside
I see the outside
Troubled being
Lost but appealing