Where am i now?

Where am i now?
Can i progress to anything?
Things just won't fall in my lap
and it doesn't seem to matter
how much I want.
Cuz I can't be satisfied,
and gradually
I will come to realize
what I want from life.
Who or what will it be tonight?

Is it so wrong
that I just want someone to show a little interest?
And am I selfish cuz I can't accept "sure okay" for an answer?
I sure wish I could.

Betrayal, so wrong
It's over, you're done
You've had your fun
My heart is broken
Your eyes, they speak to me
I think you want this, you want this.

So there went my week
I still don't know.
Just where I am
or where I'll go.
So should I try?
The answer is here.
Tomorrow will only bring a new mistake
I'm asking you.

What would you say
if I told you that I'm the one with the little interest?
Would you react or would I jump right back to where I started?
It's all just so wrong.

Betrayal, so wrong
It's over, you're done
You've had your fun
My heart is broken
Your eyes, they speak to me
I think you want this, you want this.

Betrayal, so wrong
It's over, you're done
You've had your fun
My heart is broken

Your eyes, they speak to me
I think you want this, you want this.