Close to me

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear
Before you're here, here

I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
And hold my breath
And wait until I shake, shake, shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and
Clean, clean, clean
Clean, clean, clean

If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream, dream, dream
Dream, dream, dream

But if I had your face
Than I could make it safe and
Clean, clean, clean
Clean, clean, clean

If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream, dream, dream
Dream, dream, dream

But if I had your face
Than I could make it safe and

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today