In all honesty

Rest I have not found
They keep coming, keep coming, keep crawling right through my teeth
They keep coming, keep coming, your children I feed off to keep awake
Long enough to meet the next little sheep
Long enough to meet the next to buy every word I preach
It's like I was born to rip the flesh from her bones
I'm forever stalking the streets for the next one
I've found I can run faster, faster than guilt could ever
I've found once a man lets virtue aside he finds sweet what follows
I've found that I can run faster than guilt could ever
I'm bleeding while you're leading for my enemy
How could you really think that I am worth this rescuing?
I wish I could be so much more than me
You could be the one who pleases me
You could be, because I can reach through anything
I wish I could be so much more than me
You could be the one who pleases me
You could be... my arms are reaching
You're reaching out to a dog that's tasted and turned
Why? Why waste your time when I've found my strength in another?
Can you see more in me? Can you really see more than just a beast?
I'm bleeding so you can be the one who pleases me!
I'm sorry, but I just can't justify this rescuing
You can't see fairness as your clarity
The better man is what your heart wants to be
but you rape every trusted chance I bring your way
If justice you seek, in death it should be
I wish I could be so much more than me
You could be the one who pleases me
You could be, because I can reach through anything
I want to believe. Will you take me?
You could be the one who pleases me
You could be, my arms are reaching
I don't want to be the father who has to watch his daughter
be conned and stripped bare by a monster like me
God, put me to sleep