Sadly smiling through

You're talking like you're leaving.
You said it's your heart and not my
Call to make you feel like feeling
You were so ashamed when I fell on my own two feet again.
And, God, I hated your friends.
I gave you love they could never buy or even try to understand
The part of me that it came from.
And dont you see that

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Sadly I'm smiling through
All the truth that you took and the lies that you told me
There's nothing that I can do
With the promise you rendered that you never remember
No coming back for you
It hurt so much to feel I was fading, so I haven't felt lately
No coming back for you, back to...

Did you even notice me when I changed?
'Cause I could score in your heart but I could never place
And did I forget to say I was so proud of you.
When things were caving in and times were tough
I know I didn't say that I loved you enough
But just because I wasn't saying it,
doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking it

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My confusion
Made it clean
My confusion
Made it clean

Sadly I'm smiling through
All the truth that you took and the lies that you told me
There's nothing that I can do
With the promise you rendered that you never remember
There's no coming back for you
It hurt so much to feel I was fading, so I haven't felt lately

[Chorus]

You.
Back to you.
Back to you.
Back to you.