This is

These are my hidden feelings
This is myself anyway
This is me, the darkest being
I have discovered these days

And I should do what they do
Cut the hand that feeds you

This is my back soul's river
This is my current out to sea
They make me be the unbeliever
This is their gift to me

And I should do what they do
Cut the hand that feeds you

They are bringing me down
Smash me hard on the ground

And you should do like they do
Cut the hand that feeds you

They surely'll get you down
'Till you die on the ground