Panic

i got this clot that says that i can't do a thing,
and it kills me that what i love i can't do.
my mind is torn,
my life is smashed up.
and i know it's right and i feel it's time to kill...

i'm in panic because i can't breathe...

i have this feeling in my gut to the point of nausea and i feel so,
so fucking empty.