Do you like it

I crawled out from the pain
Of yesterday
I crawled to you and
I said all the things that you
Said to say
Have I said enough
Do you like it
I know how you love
These dirty games
But they're killing me
I know how you love
To watch me beg
So here I am
Do you like it
I don't want to be a puppet for you
I don't want to bite the
Hand that's feeding
I don't want to be a sucker
For you, yes you
I hate myself for begging
I hate myself for staying
I hate myself for listening to you
It's too little too late I can't escape
I'm begging you please
I changed all the things that
You told me to change
I'm on my knees
Do you like it
I just want to get out
Stuck inside of this
Waiting for something else
Waiting to exist
Can you offer me help
Help for what I've missed