The waiting room

You've got nothing to lose, and you've got nothing to prove.
You've got nothing. So what do you say? There's no pain in trusting me.
Don't wait, are we there yet? Because this has been one long ride.
You're so good at keeping secrets, I hope you lose your talent, so I can be sure of this.
Were so close yet so far. I make these choices with what I don't know.
You can try to drown me but I would breath underwater.
Try me now while I'm still willing. This is is because you lift me.
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted from me?
Because its all I could ever ask from you, and I think
about why you keep me waiting here the same.
This is what I want, couldn't ask for more.
No one knows this.