Sphere of unhappiness - ii. fathernature

I'll always be there for you
I heard you say
I waited forever on that long autumn day

Your poisonous promises
Killing of my innocence

Eternally running from responsibility
Thanks for that lethal dose of pain, Daddy

All day I waited on seventeen
Something special became a bad dream
Was it in your nature to do what you did
I could not understand any of this

I was just a kid

Was it in your nature to push me away
No father to help show me the way

Was my birth an intrusion?
I see you live in illusion

Yes, I waited but you never came
My life was never the same

Is that what you had in store for me
Scarred for ever emotionally

Hours I watched the cars go by
That day a part of me died
When you die you'll die alone
Just words from a son you've never known