Mentally deranged

There's that something in your eyes again
I can't get you to speak
I try to catch your gaze
Are you watching someone else?

I try to hold you up, but you go limp
And you feel so cold
I try to get you to communicate
But you are stuck, controlling your own fate

Can you hear me?
I think maybe not
Can you bear me?
Holding on to what i haven't got

And so i swallow the bitter pill
Turn my back and head for home
Tears in my eyes and fading will
Please don't leave me alone

Can you hear me?
I think maybe not
Can you bear me?
Holding on to what i haven't got

A snap of fingers and you're back again
Your eyes turn to warm
But there is something which will now be changed
Now i'm the mentally deranged

Can you hear me?
I think maybe not
Can you bear me?
Holding on to what i haven't got