Vicious beauty

In the video store
On my way home
Flipped to the gay porn
When my mind was blown
A blast from my past
Could it really be
The high school boy
Who tormented me
He was a vicious beauty
He had it and he knew
That he was top of the heap
Looking down on you
So graceful
Athletic too
But so conceited
Too good for you
He was the one
I loved to hate
And the one I hated that I loved
Make no mistake
Years have passed but I recall
His arrogant glare
I'd know that body and that look
Anywhere
Swallowed up by the VCR
It was him alright
Coming at me long and hard
Here was my fantasy
Of him in the buff
Even though I got erect
I pressed eject
I'd seen enough
He was a vicious beauty
Such a vicious beauty
To see him with another guy
Doing things I fantasized
Feeling vindicated
Bummed out and elated