Suicide note, pt. ii

Out of my mind
Gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution
Live and learn, rape and turn

Fret not family
Nor pre-judged army
This is for me
And me only, cowards only try it

Don't you try to die
Like me
It's livid and it's lies
And makes graves descending

It's not worth the time to try
To replenish a rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing
Fuck you off, fuck you all

Tortured history
Addict of misery
This exposes me
For weakness is a magnet, watch me do it, do it

Don't you try to die
Like me
It's livid and it's lies
And makes graves descending down

Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it
Doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice?
When a mind's made up to go ahead and die
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?

Tortured history
Addict of misery
This exposes me
For weakness is a magnet, watch me do it, do it, do it

Don't you try to die
Like me
It's livid and it's lies
And makes graves descending down