Alive (n' out of control)

For crying out loud
I'm running from a comedown
God forbid
I know I've been a letdown
Reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter
Kicking and screaming, I am singing bloody murder
(I'm screaming bloody murder)
(I'm screaming bloody murder)

I'm alive
When I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul
I'm alive
When I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul

I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try and save me, go take care of yourself
(Go take care of yourself)
(You gotta take care of yourself)

I'm alive
When I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul
I'm alive
When I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul

(I'm alive) sick of the pain, I'm sick of the sorrow
Sick of today, I'm sick of tomorrow
I'm addicted to the misery in my head
I better stop, before I end up dead

So I climb
To the top
Just to fall
To the bottom
And I climb
To the top
Just to fall
To the bottom

C'mon, c'mon, c'mon!

I'm alive
When I'm vulnerable
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul
I'm alive
When I'm farther above
I'm out of control
I'm losing my soul

I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try and save me, go take care of yourself