I devise my own demise

I can't control everything
And I cant forget just what I've seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (than I am today)

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I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing

It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (motherfuck it, goodbye)
I just want you to take, take me back home
To a better place, that I've never known (that I've never known)

Chorus

I can't control everything (death is the only way out)
And I can't forget just what I've seen (death is the only way out)
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (than I am today)

Chorus

This life I'm losing x3
This life I'm living
I devise my own demise