From within

I see my world collapse
While my truths collide
Confusion won my inspiration
My times alone I won't forget
Yet fear of loss makes me regret
My soul, it lays broken
But I just can't pretend
It won't show on the surface
Sure you'll understand

My true inspiration
And realisation
Your contamination
My incarnation
Can't hide the lie
And those tears I cry
I yearned for truth
Eventually

Losing my faith only took me a second
Finding my illusions, impenetrable
Presume I'd seduce you
With my loneliness
My soul, it lays broken
But I just can't pretend
It won't show on the surface
Sure you'll understand

"All my impressions that I faced and the answers I sought
The illusions that I chased and the pain it caused
Slumbered by violet skies and the bloodred seas
Through unreal forests and abandoned outlands
Regardless of what I learned, despite of what I feel
None of it all solves my loss"