Mid tempo song

Thought about what it meant to me
Thought about my humanity
Through it all, lost the light today
Dark inside, got nothing to say

Said yourself, so painful
Lies of life, so painful
Singing once again, so painful
Lies of life, so painful

Thought about what it meant to me
Thought about how it used to be
Small amounts flashed before my eyes
Deep inside I felt I could die

Said yourself, so painful
Lies of life, so painful
Singing once again, so painful
Lies of life, so painful

You say it's all right to turn your back on me

Said yourself, so painful
Lies of life, so painful
Singing once again, so painful
Lies of life, so painful