Holy father

Where did you go?
Where have you been when I've been here for you?
Give up the ghost
It's time to come clean and I need to hear the truth
I can't find, piece of mind making a bad situation worse
everyday time slips away it's so frustrating how it never seems to change

Trapped inside this lonely vessel what I used to be
(It never seems to change)
Staring out into the blackness of my misery
(It never seems to change)
Feeling out of place I suffer struggle with my past.
(It never seems to change)
Nothing's out there Holy Father kill the pain at last
Kill the pain at last

Leave me alone
Just leave me here to recall what I've done
Take me home
Back to the place where I truly belong
Give me strength nothings left
What do you have when all is lost?
Every time I fall in line
it seems that someone needs to push me a side

Living in this lost horizon, paradise of sin
(They're pushing me aside)
Watching for their cruel intentions, struggling within
(They're pushing me inside)
Hoping now to end the madness, suffering at last
(They're pushing me aside)
I pray to you holy father, kill the pain at last

I need some hope
Give me a chance to explain what I have done
But don't get close.
Inside my disease will infect everyone

I can't save, thieves and slaves
They line up all one at a time
every plan a bitter end
there's no repenting that will save you this time

Understand here's my position In this spectral realm
(They won't save you this time)
I don't condemn I just listen to the tales they tell
(They won't save you this time)
Speaking of your higher power, just an empty hole
(They won't save you this time)
Now I thank you holy father for giving me your soul

Holy father now I own your soul.