Only the dead (chapter 2)

Harvesting memories,
I cannot even breathe
Maybe tomorrow
They'll be someone to say
I'm alright
And I cannot even walk
it's a miracle
I can move at all oh the pain
how it cripples me inside.

Maybe in the morning
I could be just fine
Light as black as nature
Darker than my mind
In the dead of night
a spirit is reborn
Never forgetting what I have learned
Never remembering why I'm gone

Yet, I'm oh so cold.
I feel as though I've lost my soul
Maybe there's a method to this
Madness that I feel.
I lay awake at night
My dreams are oh so frightening
What is there to do when your
Mind fails on you?

Tell myself it's over. Maybe I'll be fine
Lying to my little inner child.
One more time.
Maybe if I could forgive I would be fine
Never forgive that's what I have learned
Never forget that's why I am gone.

I hate my memories, It feels as though
They've turned on me.
close my eyes and now I feel like less.
than what I was before. I feel as though
I closed the door maybe someday
my mind could be saved.

Feeling nothing as I look up to the sky
Clouds are only answers, of questions
In my mind. Feels like the sky is falling
now we're going to die.
Never forgetting the words I said
Never remembering why I'm dead.