Loved ones (excerpts from speeches of how great you were, and will never be again)

Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years
I love trying to make conversation when I could careless of what you're
doing
what are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now
All my days go back to when you would scream
And it froze me
Guess the screaming runs in the family
You look tired and run-down. Are you even excited to see your baby boy?
Put a razor to the skin 'till we don't resemble each other anymore
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years
So now I see the tears welling up, finally you care I've waited all my life
for this
It's always been over, it's always been over, it's always been over for us
A single tear, a last resort for all who've never felt
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for these 20 years
If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word that lied its way
out of your head