Fear of dying

What a day
Felt so strange
Couldn't sleep
Couldn't breath
Felt as if
I was sick
Breathless
Speechless
Fear is in my heart
They tell me its my mind
I do not want to leave the world
I never wanna die
Fear is in my-
They tell me its my-
I do not want to-
I never wanna-
But death will come to me
It comes to everybody
Felt so sure
Waiting for
Ambulances
Hospitals
I could not
Even cry
Fearing that i
I would die
Fear is in my heart
They tell me its my mind
I do not want to leave the world
I never wanna die
Fear is in my-
They tell me its my-
I do not want to-
I never wanna-
I am white
Im transparent
My soul leaves me
I die