Living dead

Everyday I feel the same
Stuck and I can never change
Sucked into a black balloon
Spat into an empty room
Was it really worth it?
Did I really deserve it?
It happens when you're hurting
And cut me at the surface
It taught me out the surface
Of my heart

I'm living dead, only alive
When I pretend that I have died
I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love
Just birds eye view from the sky above
I'm dead, I'm living dead

Got bubble wrap around my heart
Waiting for my life to start
But everyday it never comes
Permanently at square one
When it's late at night
I'm so dissatisfied
The weight of an empty life
Will lessen in the moonlight
In the light

I'm living dead, only alive
When I pretend that I have died
I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love
Just birds eye view from the sky above
I'm dead, I'm living dead

I lay back in a glittery mist
And I, I think of all the men I could have kissed
I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love
Just birds eye view from the sky above
I'm dead, I'm living dead

I'm living dead, only alive
When I pretend that I have died
I haven't lived life, I haven't lived love
Just birds eye view from the sky above
I'm dead, I'm living dead