It just takes times

So maybe this time
I've been knocked off my feet
And I just hope that one day I can get back up and say
I've lived in this world long enough just to see
That no matter how hard you search you can't find reasoning

I've been spending these last few weeks
Taking baby steps towards trying to believe
Where ever I go when I look up at the sky she is all around
When I close my eyes, she's inside of my head
She's inside of my head

We all need something to believe in
When your whole world, when it falls apart
You look to her to help her hold on
I used to sing her this, it would help us stay strong
It's okay, cause we'll be fine
Let me remind you were the best part of my life
It makes sense that there's tears in my eye, eyes are falling
People calling to the skies
We all miss you so much, these days it's true
I guess it just takes time

I've been spending these last few months taking giant steps
Towards trying to become
The one thing I can believe in: myself
I used to be nothing like this

It's okay, cause we'll be fine
Let me remind you were the best part of my life
It makes sense that there's tears in my eye, eyes are falling
People calling to the skies
We all miss you so much, these days it's true
I guess it just takes

I know that it's not the first time
That I have been confused with my life
Knowing what is it all about
And when I hit this dead end can I just turn it around?
But this is the very first time
That I have been afraid to go home
In fear that I might fall apart
From this foreign feeling that I'm completely alone