Fifteen years

Fifteen years I've been like this,
Fifteen years I've felt like this,

Well I was trying to find a better life,
You hardly noticed,
Make it good and take your time,
You hardly noticed,
You hardly noticed,
And I was walking along the finest line,

Fifteen years I've been like this,
You hardly noticed,
Have a dream that won't get fixed,
You hardly noticed,

I just feel right out of it,
Cause all things come right back to me,

I'm gonna have to meltdown,
It's my only way,
You're gonna get to know me,
When you smile again,

I sometimes feel I'm left in line but,
I don't want nobody,
I don't need nobody,

Fifteen years I've been like this,
It's some fifteen years I've felt like this,

I just feel right out of it,
All this comes right back to me,

I'm having to meltdown,
It's my only way,
You're gonna get to know me,
When you smile again,

I sometimes feel I'm left in line but,
I don't want nobody,
I don't need nobody,

This little bed in the spare room,
This room feels like a graveyard,
Lay me to bed in the bathroom,
This room feels like a graveyard,

When feel I'm left in line but,
I don't want nobody,
I don't need nobody,
I don't want nobody.