Quite clear

I sit in here while she stands by the door (give it all back)
Forget the lies you told me before (give it all back to you)
And when she makes my body shake
I'll have the strength to push away
I'll tell my friends I stood up straight, yeah, yeah
And not like before

Chorus:
You went away
You went away
You went away
Why didn't you
You went away
I wouldn't stay
I coudldn't change
But it's not quite clear
And it's not quite dead
What went on that night
In my brain, in my head
And I'm never going to see you again
Anymore

We'l wait it's like there's lead inside my throat
I waited until she left and locked the door
When everybody calls you friend
And says they'll be there 'till the end
Just know that I won't let you go, no, no
And not like before

Chrous

But you can come stay
All the times that I was gone
Did you expect that I would come back home
Would come back home
What did you think when
I was lost but you pretend
I was lost but you pretended I
Would come back home

But it's not quite clear
And it's not quite dead
What went on that night
In my brain, in my head
But it's not quite clear
And it's not quite dead
What went on that night
In my brain, in my head
And I'm never going to see you again
Anymore