Sad still

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down, we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down, we're sad still

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean?
Cabinet full of orange vials, they prescribe what I need
Wanna treat the term anxiety like it's taboo
Come off that opinion, I think you need this more than I do
I wake at 8 AM and pad my floor with pillows, then stand
'Cause all this vertigo is makin' me unsure where I land
I need to breathe, need religion, need fiancé on phone
Since our last conversation, I don't trust bein' alone

Year feels like 3000 and Andre
Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye
Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin', ah!

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down, we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down, we're sad still

We don't ever gotta talk about it, what do you mean?
Yeah, all you ever see on Instagram is low-cut jeans
From girls that I can bet are probably going through some shit
But make a fake smile 'til their white blood cells lit
Your conversations with friends, family go long ways
That's how I cope with crawling out my skin, like RuPaul's waves
My milligrams are lower, but I still don't know where I'm headed
Each time my heart starts beating, I look for symptoms on Reddit

Yeah, this year's like 3000 and Andre
Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye
Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin', ahh!

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down, we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down, we're sad still

Red pill, green pill, black pill
How do you feel?
Pink pill, yellow pill, purple pill
How do you feel?
Red pill, green pill, black pill
(Feels like 3000 and Andre)
How do you feel?
(Flood my head with vloggers, go throw on that Kanye)
Pink pill, yellow pill, purple pill
(Oh, I hate this shakin', oh, I hate this achin'
Nothin' that they say these days is groundbreakin')

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down, we're sad still
It's not normally how we act
They should see what's under our mask
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down, we're sad still