Ocean full of tears

When everything in me is dead
There is a void inside my head
And my direction disappears
To leave me drowning in my fears

Then from the ashes I will crawl
Just to find myself in free fall
It's like the tumbling of the dice
My life is spinning in your lies

You've turned my world from upside down
All I have lost just can't be found
My inner self's an empty shell
How can I break free from this hell

So many dark and lonely nights
So many cracks I've tried to hide
You leave me shattered in disgrace
I'm disappearing in the haze

I can't get over you
You're an ocean full of tears
To free my head from you
Needs an ocean full of tears

I don't expect you to believe
How much my life's disturbed in grief
Still I can't tread on safer ground
As all your poison's still around

Time is a healer, so they say
And I can't wait to see the day
When all the truth will come to light
When finally wrong turns to right