Floorboards

You said I didn't cry out to the clouds for nothing
You told me everything eventually works out
That's what I'll keep telling myself
I don't want to be jealous of the trees next to my neighbor's garage anymore
I'll just lie in the mess I made

Don't let me fall off the edge and break down
Try not to forget everything I said

Just another week and I'll pick myself up off my boney knees
I guess it took a year to realize that what I had was everything I needed to feel okay
But still I've got these sleepy eyes that have seen too much for me to handle

I'm not gonna lie, my skin and bones have seen some better days
Thirty pounds ago seems like a more stable place to stay

There's no point to the floorboards in my house
Nothing feels right
I can't stand up without you
Nothing feels right